bodoh dan malas

setiap manusia mempunyai perasaan, akan tetapi bukan sahaja manusia, malah haiwan dan tumbuhan juga mempunyai perasaan, terutama sekali apabila sesuatu yang menyakitkan atau yang boleh membuatkan perasaan itu terluka berlaku.. pasti air mata yang suci akan membasahi pipi yang kering bertukar menjadi basah,, kesedihan yang tidak dapat digambarkan telah aku alami sejak aku lahir hingga ke sekarang.. dalam hidupku aku jarang dapat merasa kebahagiaan. terutama sekali apabila bersama ibuku, mungkin ini satu kesalahan tapi ia memang tulus dari hati aku yang paling dalam. setiap kata2 yang kelur dari mulutnya amat menyakitkan. dan aku paling sedih apabila dia mengatakan aku seorang yang pemalas dab bodoh. tapi memang betul aku"BODOH" tapi sebagai seorang ibu. beliau seharusnya tidak mengatakan perkara2 yang tidak sepatutnya. aku bukannya seorang yang malas kerana aku sedang mencuba untuk mencari di dalam diriku . dimanakah harus aku mula semuanya, akku amat sedih hari ini kerana terpaksa meninggalkan hari pertama persekolahan selepas 2 minggu cuti, aku sering ingin membuktikan kepadanya bahawa aku ingin menjadi seorang yang rajin dan berjaya bukanlah seorang yang bodoh dan malas seperti perkataan yang sering keluar dari mulutnya..

sad and happy story in my life

yo listen up

this is my tragic story

just breaking my heart

this day i'm really sad cause of the bus driver... the man make me sad and cry..

i really hate that man..i think why must i meet man like that

the story start from now............

    at 2p.m my friend and i back home by bus..my sister and with the other one sister have in the bus,

my friend and i went in the bus but the driver going out to drink or anything else 

i don;t cause at the time i time in that things go out... then my friend and i waiting for the driver went into the bus 

for paid the bus ticket... after i paid the ticket i'm still at the place that i'm standing 

  then that man said to me to go to the back 

and i felt very angry to that man cause he does not have face

he can talk to me softy cause i'm a human not a animal...he don't need to angry to me... he make me really hate him... then i go to the back leather 

 then i'm standing there with my angry feeling and felt like i wanna kill that crazy man..

      i hope my sister does not know that i'm angry to that monster... 

in the bus i'm felt very sad and i can felt that my eyes is fill of water... 

then ,, i said to my sister that i want her earphone..

then i hear a song with a higher volume...

when the bus near at my home road.. i'm standing and look at that monster... i think if i have a gun..i will shoot that monster cause make me shy in front of all people in the bus.

my felling is very hurt because of him..

then the bus does not stop at the place that i want to go.. then my sister was shock cause i'm not tell that monster that i want to stop at there.. then my eyes fill with a sad water once again.. 

then i don't know why that man stop when 800m from my house..but i'm still out from the bus..

because of that my sister and friend shock...then the bus go to other place.. the i'm walking with a sad feeling and my eyes fill up  with sad water.. but i'm still hear korean song..

   when i at my home ... i entered my room andlock the door.. 

and i'm cry... then i send a request to my mother to give me rm1

cause i wanna call the man i really miss

but i felt very scar to talk with him

it because i never talk with him..

'because i listen to my heart beat one by one"

my phone is ringing 

my mom send me rm1.. 

then i call the prince

 i hope he does not pick up his phone

but after 5 second i hear

"hello... who's this" he said

and then i'm continued cry cause i can hear his voice again

it been 9 month i not hear his voice..

it since my family and i move from the country and 

go to the other place..

  then he ask me "who is this"and i said 'it me,you not remember me"

   i tell him my name and he said he remember me...

        i felt very happy cause he remember me.. then he ask me  why i'm crying..

  then i said nothing happen

but he ask once more time.. he told me to tell him what happen to me..

  then i told him the truth..

              then he said i'm like a child cause i'm crying...

i'm happy cause i can hear my prince said that to me

 then i thanks to him cause he listen to my tragic story..

   then i stop crying.. and be happy cause he told me to stop crying..

we messaging

i said to him not to tell anyone that i call him..

and he said to me... don't cry and i must success in my study...

                     THE AND

saranghae my prince charming 

i will love you forever..